Today is January 30th - The day of the Big Beak Bird

hey guys, I'm not sure how much new stuff I'll have today since sometimes I like to make stuff up from the cuff but I'll start with a quote i found in my old xanga

Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars

--Edwin Hubbel Chapin

i think it was back when I realized that I have many scars on my skin and I thought its only ugly to some, but to others its a sign that you know what life is b/c you know sacrifice or pain....iono


here's a haiku from Dec. 3rd, 2004

I think at that point I was cynical of many pre-meds that wanted to get into the medical business for the wrong reasons.....iono maybe I was too black and white and sarcastic back then? what truly matters? a heart is irrelevant only skin matters

alright some new stuff now

I don't like to talk
words are so cheap, I want more
Communication

tragic is silence
for the lack of expression
is pregnant with death



Life constantly grinds
the perpetual machine,
when will i find rest?



If I only have
to remember all the bad
then let me forget




Anachronism
That is what I am, here, now.
Temporally lost


there is no histr'y
if there is no future too
who would tell the tale?




Life is plaid pattern'd
we are separate threads weaved
tightly together.